Habitual Isolation

Lord I notice that my mind tries every which way to try and differentiate myself from others. Whether it was growing up or in the body of Christ. Although surrounded I feel alone. With non-believers it is that they don't see me, with fellow brothers and sisters they don't understand me. Is this the attack of the enemy or just past thought patterns that are so ingrained in me that I default to? Regardless Lord you see me and know me, please surround me with people who exhibit your love Lord and give me the awareness that I don't miss those moments of connections that you will bring to me.