Night Thought

i’ve always had the habits of falling asleep to music or a youtube video. Lately i’ve been trying to just lay in the silence before bed and see where my mind wanders. Of course there are anxious thoughts, but I combat those with repeating the Jesus Prayer. A thought that came in last night that unsettled me had to deal with the parables of talents. A part of me feels like I am not using the gifts that God has given me as He intends. I relate to the servant who buried what his master had given to him, it was based out of fear. Just made me reflect on what I might be trying to avoid out of fear.

Sit in Silence - Cecily